Saturday, May 11, 2019

Amoral Designs

Whispered hints
Deflated egos
Clues passed on through an
Undisguised linguist
With his
Unpopular truths.

Time run amok
On minds that mine deeply
Returning now
To my withered Northern Muse.
Deranged estrangement
Holding continuity.

I heard your voice once
The joy of which soothed me
Unparalleled thanks
Rushed utterances flown earnestly
Into my ears, my hands, my heart.
The feeling- here.. the words- lost.

You were planting seeds
On your worst of days
In preparation for what may come
I hear you now. Relevance and repugnance
For how hollow past waves can undulate.
These are recognizable horizons.

In through the bones
Your dialogue drilled
To marry with my marrow
Lest I forget.
Take into account the tales of woe
As life chews eagerly on.

Here I am amidst the entrails of potential
Firmly held to aggressive restraint
Even as the brittle rears its unfamiliar head
I recognize its presence
Feeling tempted to scream.
So I scream... through lead, through ink.

Cold feet and warm hands
The handling and walking of life
Stoicism defined within my contextual mind
But beneath fingertips, are sweetened bits
That push and give way to amorous needs
Laid out between soft white pages...

As amoral designs unwind.

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

A Wild Place

Skin dissipates
the meat of me
coming to mean,
less.

I melt now
into sound
melodies
knock loose tears
wedged between heart
and a wild place.

Violin
claw out the mewling nerve
stuck in throats
that seek higher learning.
deep-tissue gorge
diamond lined
blackened dust
oozing.

Remittance to none
save the safety
of
the inane.

Wednesday, April 17, 2019

Tuesday Evening

Happiness,  a brand
Welcomed,  if able.
As bass thumps through my cage
I stand in isolation
Surrounded by anti-happy
The unknown
Festering.

3 minutes until 8
The evening bellows in Irish tones
My own mandible, mute.

What comes with light from yonder morning...
Apples trapped in throats
Vibrating nearby
I'm never this close to men.
Close enough
To smell their sounds
And taste their movement.

Betwixt memories
And loving something owned
I am adrift.

Monday, April 15, 2019

Gently...

Process
Carrying through the process
Of pushing.
Pushing past density-
Impossible

Pounding impossible to dust
With fists of mush
Indecent analogies
Plucked from omniscience
No shortage of perfected sickness

Burdens will be beaten,
Interiors will suffer
Giving all to degenerate diseased falsehoods
The one last defense, against
Insanity.

Scrambled Soul
So loved and cherished,
Do your best to defer to sweetness
In every ounce of your tired flesh
Ease into the care you're lavished

As partners rot
The sane compose their weary reserves
Gently moving forward...
Acceptance of living hells
Thriving.

Tuesday, April 9, 2019

'... rolled...'

Lumber dragged
To burn in a pyre
Fit to be seen,
From Outer Space.
Ghosts from nowhere
Crisscrossing
Fucking with limbo.
The days rolled
Into- Life

Time for a poultice
Of action born of need
To rouse and incentivise
The minutes as they crawl.

Essentials... negotiate
Trust in these hours
Spent meeting past gains?
Preparing for- late glimmer?

Rubbish.
Brand muscles with more
More relevance
More meaning
More diplomacy toward self

The outward effort has been necessary
But a calling gains momentum.
The smell of an Order
Designed to articulate
Best lives lived
Through well-articulated whim
And intelligent fancy.

Monday, February 18, 2019

Vibrating Tomes

Inferences dragging me South
Drugged by indigenous winds
Stipend of words make due.

Meet me in the middle of nowhere
Where language means Nothing
There, where the dust lands on ragged sills
With a boom,
And the Nothing breathes regardless
Of any witness.

To whom do we pray for answers
To questions that beg release?

And how many more times
Will I promise that road that I'm coming...
To wind around its path
More naked with each step taken,
Toward a goal that leaps onward
To take intent past the reach
Of unattainability?

It's there that the Virtuoso scratches his name.

The desolate stretch of unseen mass
Widening my appetite again
Dunking the precept of all I ascertain.

Sunday, February 17, 2019

Hôtel Morning

Eroded
Bone and tendon
Affection bound
None taken.
Grievous reality
Snowed in skins
Paused
Silent,
Lamenting.